I wrote this when I was drunk.
Living an unhealthy life, waiting to die.
Waiting to be accepted, in your eyes.
Don’t open the door to anymore.
I’m already addicted to the self centered whore.
She won’t stop calling me back to sleep.
Never a different word, never a peep.
But you, dearest mother.
Want to smother.
What I have created.
The music I animated.
Sleep tight, tonight you die.
Sleep sound, tonight you cry.
See what you’ve put me through, see what you’ve let me do.
I’m finished.
Living a life of addiction and self-infliction.
Shoot me in the head.
Make sure this addiction is dead.
So… This is where I partied and a tiny piece of aftermath. #summer #party #drinking #beer #booze #pong #beerpong #signature #trampoline #camping #yolo #trash #can (Taken with instagram)
Heading to the beach today. #plugs #gauges #tunnels #plugyourholes #pyh #cutoffs #flatbill #snapback #swag #pennstate (Taken with instagram)
Right before going out last night. #summer #crewneck #gauges #plugs #ohio #killer #killbrand #kill (Taken with instagram)
Writing about someone else’s problems.
I want to wash you from my memories, erase all these damned feelings you left me with. Sick of hearing about your adventures when you’re on your back. You think being known as the village slut will make me miss you? You must be sadly mistaken, I’m done with you and your dishonest ways, no longer am I a pawn in your little fucking games. It’s time for me to show you how it feels to have half your heart ripped out. I was only worth anything when you could see how far i’d come. Ride my coat tails, cunt. I’ll drop you like the worthless waste you are. All I want is to see you crawling back to me so I can spit on the thought of taking you back. I’ll see you when I fall from the top of the world.
4nchors-awayy asked: Hi I'm marissa. I think we should be friends lol :)
Hello Marissa!
I don’t see a problem of why we shouldn’t be friends (:
So stoked to be able to be opening for one stop of this tour. I #suicidesilence #thewordalive #iseestars #askylitdrive #windsofplague #sticktoyourguns #attila #forthefallendreams #strayfromthepath #makemefamous #betrayingthemartyrs #obeythebrave #dancegavindance #unearth (Taken with instagram)
What happened to the boy who used his voice, instead of fingers?
What happened to the movement that used a sign to reach their leaders?
If we all let our voices drown are we the ones who control ourselves?
I miss the child that could live a life without having to worry about the future.
I miss the days that I could be someone that others weren’t expecting.
If we all just could find the time to set ourselves away from a keyboard,
Would what we say, face to face, make it fucking mean more?
I don’t want to live the way that generations previous describe us.
I don’t want to be seen as the average fuck that doesn’t give one.
I want to put an honest effort and becoming someone, something more.
But being different gets you nowhere because I’ll just become “too mainstream.”
Why can’t I enjoy whatever the fuck I want without your two sense being attached?
I can’t I hold on to my nostalgia without being fucking attacked.
Only you can make a difference but it’s plain to see you’re too fucking worthless.
Even I can only write to separate myself with my verses.
Not only will this not make a difference, but it wont even cross your mind.
And you call me a sinner just because I’m different, well I call you a bigot because you wont even take the time.
